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yes- the everyday walk is to walk by faith.

Today was hectic. Today was terrible. Today was pathetic. Today is screwed.

Oh well, every tomorrow brings us closer to what we all know as beginning of tortue. I sure am not looking forward to it. Today i'm gonna make a really long long long entry.

Sometimes I wonder. Weird questions like instead of ' what's at the end of a rainbow' to 'how to get to the end of a rainbow'. sometimes, when you look at something form a different perspective you tend to wanna find out more, yearn to know more. That's life to me. Besides enjoying myself, swiming and honouring god, wondering is what's left of me. Sometimes sitting in your room in solitude, you will tend to let your mind wonder, go astray, or more likely just daydream. To some people, they find this wasting time. They find pleasures like this too extarvagant. they'll rather make proper use of their time and do something more 'important'.

What's more important for me? Swimming? Computer games? Slacking? Sleeping? Watching Tv? Frankly, i find just thinking of random stuff more enjoyable and amusing. You really should try it too.

Not random in a sense where you think of a new random joke to tell your friends. That shows that you are focusing on something. telling jokes. Maybe i'll wonder about how would my room look like if those infrared rays, bluetooth rays, whatever computer signals were all visible to me. Would it look like some type of obstacle you know in those shows where they have to climb through weird red lines or else they would sound the alarm? that kinda thing.

Ok. enough of that. stupid hobby of mine. I once remember meeting up with some church friends. at that point of time i most probably was primary 5. [ SO CUTE ] haha. they had those cool branded hats, nice wallets, weird hair-dos. so one day i asked my church leader who was there with us. ' why do all those boys look so different from me? They seem so special. They are like my idols! i wanna be like them!' he told me that these people are what i would call. 'pretending'

Pretending.

Never liked the word. but think of it. when you're around a person you like, or you want to impress someone, you find yourself acting unaturally. Sometimes, pretending is all there is.

I've always pondered on this phrase. Sometimes, pretending is all there is. can't remember where i read it. if i remember it was in some star wars book. don't you find it true. tell me. when was the last time you actually were yourself. that muddle headed fool when you wake up yawning and lazing around. shouting and looking so crude. sometimes being yourself isn't always right. but it's just the fact of different clothes, different looks. deep inside, everyone's the same. everyone wants a nice family, nice friends, smooth going life. but let me tell you. everyone pretends. to be humble. to be nice.

Don't be arrogant. that's one thing i don't like about people. and one thing i don't like about myself. it's a undeniable fact.

The undeniable fact is. sometimes, pretending is all there is.

well, gotta blast. maybe i'll talk about my weird hobbies next time. for now, enjoy while you still can.


How Great Is Our God

Signing off,8:07 e paradites
Child of god